undressingHER – LUST. LOVE. LIFE.

Pictured: Songstress and the 2 other girls in her group

I like em’ soft spoken, classy, and thick. She was that. Church Girl. Virgin. No tats, no weave, no makeup. Then she and her people followed their dream to record music, which led her to New York. That was about a year or so ago, and we really lost touch. I saw her for the first time in a LONG time recently. Armed with a recording contract and a completely new vibe. What has NY done to my songstress??!!!

She left a size 8 or 9, perfect thickness in my eyes. She came back a wearing a 5, but it was still loose, so I’m going to say a 4. She left soft, like Anita Baker status. Now she’s on her Rihanna s**t. Skinny jeans, nothing but 3+ inch heels daily, weave, eye lashes, and makeup. The only thing she’s managed to keep the same was her virginity….and her titties.

“Being fat doesn’t work in the industry” she told me. Thing is, to me, she was never fat. She never had a stomach, rolls, or anything, she just had meat. To be honest with myself, when she said she was leaving to NY, I didn’t really care. I only met her once prior to and we didn’t talk much. She wasn’t ever on the A-Team or anything like that, I just liked her vibe, but she was gone just as fast as I met her. Occasionally, she’d hit me up saying she can’t wait to see me when she got back from New York. I wrote it off as boredom and didn’t pay her much attention.

She’s from the suburbs, not even close to Detroit, but she came all the way to the D to meet me at my uncles house. She’d only been back for a week, but she said she was ready to go back to NY already. Her parents were coming at her on some kid stuff, since she doesn’t have her own place in Michigan. All of friends are gone and she doesn’t like the way Detroit area dudes have been approaching her. I wasn’t looking to convince her to stay though…I had it in my mind that I couldn’t f**k this girl.

We get to my uncles house and sit in the living room to watch tv. A hilarious episode of “The Office” was on, a show that’s she’s never seen before, so she was enjoying that while I plotted on what to do here. I tried to look past all her false advertisement: the makeup and hair, but it was hard. Fortunately, I do, well did, know she looked like under all that stuff. I guess being a plain jane doesn’t work well in that “NY swag” ish, industry scene.

I put my hand on her stomach and she got real shy. I could sense some self-esteem issues here, so dug deeper. “What’s wrong?” I asked as she shyly turned away. She said, “I’m self-conscious about my stomach.” WHAT DAMN STOMACH??!!! This girl has like 1% body fat and it’s all in her tits. She doesn’t have chizzled abs or anything, but she certainly doesn’t have a gut. She informed me though, in her line of work, you have to be A1. She has a personal trainer getting it in order though. I’m just sitting there like whatever.

Fast forward about 20 minutes and I’m kissing her titties. Took me long enough. She’s not letting me run my hand down her pants though, nor is she grabbing my d**k. She’s playing along just enough to keep my attention. After 15 minutes of failure to get anything, I decided to leave. We drove to a nearby park and sat on the bleachers to just chit chat. I was curious as to why she made such drastic changes in her appearance.

I realized that during our convo, I never really explained my lifestyle to her. She asked me “so, why are you single?”…..and she open the floodgates, lol. I could see her facial expressions give odd looks as I told her about how I dealt with women and all that stuff. Some stuff she understood, other stuff made her say, “see, you and my brother are why I choose to be a virgin.”

Egh, she’s not unfuckable, at all. I could have lied my way into some p***y right there in the park, well atleast that’s what I’m telling myself. I don’t want to lie though, that’s wack game. I still felt she was nervous though, which I didn’t understand. How could you not be nervous performing in front of people, but you’re nervous around me, who am I?

Well what do you know, now I have her standing up against her truck, titties out. Kissing on her neck, I can hear her moaning. She still won’t let me finger her. She’s shy about grabbing my d**k, but I get her to do it with a few whispers in her ear. She’s horny, I can feel it. The s**t is leaking out of her pores. I haven’t seduced a girl like this is so damn long, it was kind of exciting. I don’t even think she’s ever really touched a d**k, but she didn’t hit me with that normal s**t, “oooh it’s big”, she just kinda looked away and smiled.

Again, she informed me that she was a virgin, the REAL kind. Oh yea, she’s 21. No sex, no head….given or received. She’s never even let one close. I laid her down on the back seat and continued to kiss her titties, she was loose. Then she kissed me……on the lips.

Come on now baby, I don’t kiss girls….well not random ones. You gotta have seniority and status for all that darn it!!! She’s fucking the rules up. But damn that was one good ass kiss. That s**t was the kind of kiss that leads to babies being made. I almost hit overdrive, but I fell back. I can’t take a girls virginity in the back of a truck….or can I? She told me the main reason she didn’t have sex was because of how she saw her brother treat women and how attached the women got….how stupid they were for d**k and she just didn’t want to experience that.

She’s getting money, so I ask her when she’s going to take me out? She said when and where. I guess I’ll have her take me some where nice before she goes back to NY and see what happens.

I don’t know what I should do with this girl. I’m scared to f**k the s**t out of her and have her all attached. She likes me and I kind of like her, but I don’t know if I can deal with this new age swag stuff. Plus I’m not going to commit to her, at all. I’m just not into it. I like regular, old woman fly….not swagger like us fly. I did talk her into letting me see her natural in the next few days. She hesitated at first, but eventually she agreed. And for goodness sake, I liked her thicker. She looks weird now, not ugly or anything, but those chubby cheeks were a good look 2 years ago.

Should I leave this virgin alone? Should I treat her as innocent even though I told her all about me and she’s still willing to kick it? If I am able remold her, atleast in Detroit, should I try to get her to remove all the fakeness?